i'm vivian. i look at things through twisted perception due to some fucked up experiences. a lot of the times i wish i had false memory syndrome, but unfortunately i do not....shit does just happen. i like to write a lot. i don't believe in harming any creature that breathes. i come with a warning label.i'm a vegan. i'm searching for happiness and true people...people who would do literally anything for the ones that they love. i'm very determined... i think i may be addicted to adrenaline, which would explain why i like to do the things i do. i hold it together exceedingly well, and i know how to talk my way out of most situations. i'm tired of hiding who i am, but it seems like nobody ever asks, and even if they do, they aren't as willing to listen as initially agreed. we're in a stage, we don't understand what's next. i believe that the meaning of life is to find out the meaning of life. no question, really. i want to be remembered, not unlike most people hope for...i just want to