Taking care of what's right here in front of me. Trying not to put things off. Only one day at a time.
One of the last men standing, so many friends and family are gone so quickly in rapid succession. A lifetime of effort swept away as chalk erased from a board, I knew so many people, so well, for so long. My worst nightmares became My reality. I handled things very poorly.
I am alive. I am living with my sister and brother-in-law, my niece lives nearby with her family, friendly neighbors in a lovely neighborhood, quiet town, simple life. Just enough distractions for a well-traveled world-weary local artist. LoL
I am venturing out into the world little by little, meeting new friends and helping out where I can. Little by little, baby steps. I don't think I can ever let anyone as close to my heart as I had for so many years. It is almost unbearable when they have gone on to the next life. Heaven's got a plan for me. Clean and Sober since 08.25.2003. One Day At A Time.
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