Here is how I got to this point in my life since the ADVANCEMENT TO A HIGHER LEVEL OF MY MANHOOD. I had gotten a little beside myself, and haughty with my faith, and sense of self. I drank a lot, and was doing drugs, trying to be a family man, and the sole provider, when I couldn't even keep a job. My relationship with their mother got worse, and worse. She was doing her thing, and I was doing mine. She couldn't stand the fact that I love the children more than I loved her. Plus, I was hiding a secret from not just her, but, everybody. My addiction, hidden sexuality, and promiscuous, perverted desires. We fought and had are share of DOMESTIC VIOLENCE. Dragging the children between our fights, I would take them for 3 to 6 months, she would take them for just about the same amount of time. (I feel it was shorter) We got married for four months, until she decided she did not want me anymore. So, she divorced me, after having me locked up. She went from men to men, while I also went from m