A lot has changed to tell the truth. I have had the same job for almost 3 years (good or bad), I am engaged, and I have an awesome daughter. I still love music (which I listen to constantly) I still love alcohol (which I don't do constantly) and I am still living. I still sing but not drunk in front of strangers (well, not as much), I do it for my daughter now (who probably wishes she was drunk). I am scared and excited. I guess the big difference now at this point in my life is that whereas I used to dream for me...I now dream for three.