"She felt very young; At the same time unspeakably aged. She sliced like a knife through everything; at the same time was outside, looking on. She had a perpentual sense of being out, out, far out to sea and alone; she always had the feeling that was very, very dangerous to live even one day. Not that she thought herself clever, or much out of the ordinary. She knew nothing; no language, no history."
Long story short: 50 shades of Mary.