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Do not be surprised. Whims will occur and be acted upon daily, I will never settle for normality and routine. There is no logic or pattern to the things I do. I am the weather - you will never accurately predict what my next step will be. One day I may be a gentle day, warm, welcoming… but the next I will rage a storm upon you.
> Do not think you are an exception. Do not think your presence within my life will qualm my uncertainties and put a balm upon my confusion. Your presence will not chase away the nightmares that seep through into my unconscious. A china cup, once cracked, cannot be repaired and still look the same, no matter who is repairing.
> I will never cease to collect books. I will never run out of space in my heart for another novel.
>I will be in the darkness when you find me. Do not try and turn on the light, because my eyes will not adjust easily.
> Do not think I want your pity. I do not want the pity of another mind who is straining under the same effort