Im a new mother with my future in my hands.....

I want to start by saying that for those who know me know I haven't always made the best decisions.. I'm a poster child for "shitty decisions"! Well let's just say due to certain run in with the law & loosing the only man I ever loved has made me completely change my Life!!
Let's just say this hole I've dug myself, is a "BITCH" to climb out of!! Lol!!
But I will say I've never been more inspired & enlightend.... I want to think Ben for doing what he did cause it gave me part of my mind back that happening gave me motivation to change like "HE" wanted & "I" needed... And now I have the strength to change for my Lil boy <3

~SHIYE momma & dadda B love you~