I could be the best me, without this stress, see...I could flow freely, finally. Although I move about discreetly, contantly aiming truly...never to abuse me, but needing to amuse, see? Using pain as comedy, it dulls but never remedies the struggles and the sleaze that threatens my inner peace...Yeah, some may laugh and tease, u see it makes them feel at ease u see for them a trick is a treat, at my expense, supposedly, yet when they hurt and scream, I try to help your see, for I know they also bleed, and by merely fulfilling their needs, although they'll never see, I struggle to be a better me.

My background is in social work and community social activism. I teach behavioral modules based in sexual information and knowledge regarding prevention and education for at-risk youth, i facilitate education towards self-esteem, HIV/AIDS/STD's and STI'S, and general health education. I have trained with Red Cross, Hennepin,Ramsey and Minnesota's Dept of Public Health, I worked as an educato