to love is likey killing your self to support your loved ones when you should be working on your relationship. How is that even possible? I think I may only love myslef and thats that. I want a guy but i am not willing to put my life in danger again for some guy that wont even stand up for me... love in so complicated.... will I ever find that right guy again... I doubt it..... life is so complicated when you have to share your love with someone who could walk away anytime they get the chance. I dont want to end up messed up because the guy is so stoned he doesnt know what to feel when you know what he has to do.... guys will come and go but your girls are always there to support you