“Loving can cost a lot but not loving always costs more, and those who fear to love often find that want of love is an emptiness that robs the joy from life.”

I'm just an average guy. I enjoy simple things in a rather complex way. I have a big heart that causes me more harm than good sometimes. Mostly I keep to myself and am a bit of a recluse, I know it's not a very desirable trait but hey it takes all kinds right? I enjoy playing around with electronic music that I make on my computer (yeah I know it has no soul blah blah blah) and I fancy myself a bit of a MC. Gimme a mic and I will take a shot you can bet on that. I am an alcoholic and have been sober since May of 2009. It has been easy so far because I am deployed so the real test will be when I get home. Conversation and communication are two things which I hold very dear and I strive to be better in both areas, although at times it doesn't quite work out. With that being said I am a firm believer in saying to much as appose t