I am a de terminated by my thinkweise, feelings, choises, fears, talents, dreams, weakness and strengths, luck, destiny, friends and partner. My life is heaven and hell, even my biggest wish would be balanced and have not too many changes. My fear to be dependent and pullout from partner and society. No matter how deep I find myself I always stand up, start again, believe in myself, in people, in the humanity, morals and in miracles.