i am going to save you the trouble and advise you that this would be a huge waste of time...

"The brain controls every human action, voluntary or involuntary. Every breath, every heartbeat, every emotion. So if the soul exists, it must exist in the brain."

i've only ever wanted to be a part of something - to be loved and to give love.. but i'm not sure anymore i'm able to be on that receiving end thanks to previous events as well as given current situations :/