i remember when i was younger i would have thoughts like. "when i die i hope i can go to a place thats just super psychedelic where theres swrilling bright colors and i could just shoot threw space and time and there would be other beings there and i could just look over and communicate with the other beings. somewhere i could just be free. a place where there was a movement of psychedelic energy and material..." then a few years later i realized i was there the whole time!