Freya is a typical Soccer Mom whose picture perfect life is envied by all who know her. She has a successful, loving husband, three healthy boys, a quirky but devoted best friend, and a naturally fit body most 40-year-old women only dream of. She has it all, and she knows it, until one day when her youngest son, Rowan, nearly dies in the middle of her kitchen. In an instant, the rose-colored glasses she’s been wearing for twenty years are shattered and she’s faced with the painful truth…that she is merely a shell of the person she was meant to be, the person she could be. When she decides to fulfill her long-forgotten dream of becoming an FBI agent, she will unwittingly force the two men in her life to choose between her and their own friendship. But which one truly loves her…and which one will she choose?