disappear like the pyramids in the middle of a sandstorm.

im a hideous ape with an oversized brain due to lack of chewing. this has enabled me to think. heres some of my random thought, about me! well, my life has absolutely no basis, because the moment you base your life around something your obcessed, and obcession can skew thy process of thought. i live inside my head. its my safe haven. i dont believe in the word future: it successfully existed yesterday, but i refuse to expect tommorow, so i live in respect of today. i relentlessly strive and struggle to understand the enigma of oneself, although i know its unreal and impossible to have a solution. i guess this means that im lost. well the day that im found is the day that death will be my only interesting option left. if ive lost you hence far, im not suicidal, im simply noting that the ongoing crisis to tare yourself will never end, just abruptly stop along with your breathing and heartbeat. so im gonna live, ill do everythin