i love ambience, music. have a few real world friends and a beatiful son. lately working on indoor/outdoor gardening, 'cause oregon rains without warning. i care but sometimes/most times i like to be alone. i read several books at a time which makes for a wierd "book", depending on the alchemy. i love decorating. not a big fan of sitting still but standing still seems ok. i don't have any interest in romance with people, i seem to prefer cats. pretty nice to most people unless the past comes up too much as who "I" am, i change quick, when i do. love spontaneous adventure, but outgrew wreckless abandonment. i live with good people, mature. i don't make music anymore, and pretty much hate all the music i did make except for "blue candle"...my family is church church and more church...my sisters are the best. i wake up when its time to wake up and only sleep when i'm tired, eat when i know i should. i like being understood, so i try not to talk to much. i like it here.i focus mostly on ge