Hey! My name is Iain.

I was bought up in a loving Christian home (for this I feel privileged). I have one Sister and my parents live together in a quiet suburb in Dunedin.

I think we all thirst for acceptance to some extent, and I as a young lad fed of it. Finding my feet in a metal band (2007) gave me this acceptance i fought for. With this culture: binge drinking, minor drugs etc I was left feeling empty and hollow. The parties and music only gave me temporary satisfaction. Most of all i felt guilt as I knew that what I was doing didn't please God. However as time went on I separated my self from God. Even when I had given up on God, God had not given up on me.

sinking deeper into this life style I thought I would never be where I am today. I led a double life filled with lies, deception, hate, trickery and blatant hypocrisy. In my shame I started reading the bible. God spoke to me through his 'word' (the bible) frequently.

A year ago I found myself unexpected