Benito Mussolini looks like me, except for the shit attitude and gay clothing line!

I love strength and power training, it gives me the buzz to get up and go, but i also dig qi gong for movement based meditation. I also love quiet meditation and i pray 3-5 times a day (i bless my food and give thanks for all of the lessons i have had the good fortune to learn).
I love to read and I am learning to love writing again, as an ex-infantry man it goes against my 'when you have nothing to do, sleep' mind set but I have had to become creative because it is part of me that I switched off when I joined up.