Hard to understand, confused, fragile, sensitive , masochist, proud and punk girl. Bittersweet, angry, untamed ,crazy, random, dreamer, realistic, almost antisocial, obsessed to have perfect tatoos and piercings on body. But after all… I'm just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love me.
She cried, disappointed, suffered. She grew up. But her dreams and values aren't longer the same. She did not miss most of him, but never forget that once loved him. She not worships, but admire. She does not want to be his, but wants to be with someone. She no longer loves him, but wants to get back the feeling of being in love. She wants someone to win. Someone who can prove that there is madness and happiness within her. She wants someone to makes her feel alive again. She has changed. Has desires. She overcame all that one day disappoint. She wants a love, yes, but does not wants his love. She became a woman.