๑۩l ONLY GOD WILL JUDGE ME๑۩

i wud descrybe me as.....
I'm a contradiction... despise hypocrisy; talk fast, think slow... eat tons, yet always hungry... sometimes shy, most times not... open-minded conversationalist, yet convictedly stubborn on occasion... ambitious and goal-oriented, but at same time i'm like "God i'm an idiot, go study or something"... feel blessed for what I have, yet pissed off at the world that i don't have more... organized clutterfreak... spiritual, but can't stand not knowing what the hell I'm doing here!.. the epitome of the stereotypical feminine female, yet furtively play video games, watch wrestling and love sports cars ... independent & like to think i can make it on my own, but friends & family can't do without... career is priority, but fun i must have... Some call me the smartest dumb kid they know... i take that as i'm funny..haha...!