Maybe it's time to stop not doing what you pretended you can do and can't, and start doing the thing that you can't do, but can no longer pretend that you can.

http://david-666.blogspot.com/

I'm an Israeli guy, living in Cambridge and working in the software industry for a soulless big corporate. But work hardly fills my time - I like staying active, spending time outdoors or with friends, and travel a lot.