I want to run away
Because I know there's got to be a better place
Sometimes I really want to run away
But the more I try the more I can't escape
Because there ain't no where to run
Instead I'm drunk, praying to the Lord
Saying "here I come"
Sitting on my bed with a loaded gun
Pointed at my head
And then my girlfriend screams put the gun away
I told her "love just saved the day
Let's pack our stuff and run away
From all this bullshit"
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I wish that I could Write
I wish I didn't drink
Have to do drugs just to concentrate and think
I wish that I could sleep, never got a wink
Gotta work a double n' when I finish I'mma stink
And my feet keep throbbin
I wish that I could rest
Wish I woulda finished school I never shoulda quit
Wish I didn't blame it on my parents
Just the Appearance of my father is traumatizing wish you never woulda left
That excuse is getting old
So Is doing drugs
Reefer got me paranoid, so is doing bumps
