Aranyanadnatha Whirl

first psichedelic education around1991, then finding this book from Tom Brown jr.: askin' how possible membering the revolution of onenessperception, achieving first initiation around 1993|1994 from Ananda Marga society when finding rakish swamobabe Mahatme Rananatha jee yaif up north at Gangarockybeach 03|1996, difficulties in language still holding distance to further upclimbing the tube towards cellestial pindapadma yaif(spiritlotus whizzwink'), around septembre 2006 2nd stage near kundalinitiation, now poor and isolated almost stuck