close your eyes and trust it.

I'm not easily swayed. i hate drugs. Love beer. Love deep and meaningful talks about life and love. I want to use my mind every single day. I hate most jobs I've had because I'm easily distracted through boredom. I have still to find my lifes calling and will probably die trying. My ultimate dream is to realise what I want from life ... and to find an alcoholic beverage that does not cost loads, does not make you fat or bloated and tastes nicer than cider and black!

I was thinking of changing my name to something rare and ridiculous, to take the focus off my flaws so I'm not misused, misjudged or mistaken. If I slip and slide shit off the tongue. Although a name is known mine is unknown and can be changed by you when you see me. Those few who can claim it, will stamp it...like a scar, a tag, a mislabelled clue to me and who I am and not. A wave or a nod, then a thought. I remember being different, my face has changed, my eyes wider. Those kids wouldn