This was recorded just 1 day before i saw you the last time. I was making a new song-set for my Pilates lessons, and probably not by chance, i chose mostly songs from my youth. I could have selected thousands of new sounds and musics, but...the ones i chose were the ones you listened to once or more with me, while we lived together on my earlier years.
Next day i visited you, you were sitting on the couch and sleeping as most of the times :-) and as soon as i woke you up, you smiled at me...that smile i could never guess or imagine it was the last one you were giving me. We spoke a bit, your disease made your mind travel to a distant time from now, remembering people who grew up with you, but even then i was there, always making part of your world, of your existence, of the better part of you.
Next day while exercising & listening to this set for the first time on Pilates class i was told you had passed away. Suddenly.
This is dedicated to you, Dad. I will always love you!
Fly on
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