In The Abyss

Grieving is definitely not a linear process. End of May is still challenging, because it reminds me of my wedding anniversary with my late-husband, Moe.

I dedicate this mix to him, a deep, dark set at times, it is a journey into the abyss of pain and honesty, so that it can bring forth the courage to keep standing up and moving forward. ❤️ and NEVER be ashamed to continue to be real, in a world of performers.

Half way through the mix, I made a mistake, I forgot to set the cue and I had like 15 seconds before blending in the track and I messed it up. I felt ANGRY, I wanted to stop the recording and just give up....

I walked away from the controller and told myself to count to 20 and if after that I still want to stop, I can. I forgave myself for the mistake, which prompted me to forgive myself for all MISTAKEs I still held a grudge against myself for. It clearly had nothing to do with the blend... I hope you enjoy this journey and use it to inspire you to FORGIVE yourself as well.