If It's meant to be it is and I have no worries cause the ongoing wow of life has swept away my perceptions of reality leaving me with dreams (Power of Intention) learning to not question the uncertainty but accept the reality changing what i can in whatever way I can for better or worse till death do it's part. in rain or when i shine no pain no gain it's all how you grind. it's not up to me but I'll pretend the with the best of my ability that i am in control. Conquering every fall learning to get back up again since day one and still waiting for the final fall...I PUSH ON. and catch as many laughs and produce and influence as many smiles as i can. laughter is the only magic left in the world everything else has been proven as fairy tails or tricks. SO i stand to enjoy every moment to it's fullest and influence those who need it and be responsible in it, being influenced by those who would do the same, and be under the influence when the time calls for it d[**]b but to always remain