_oblivion again

Watching a family member fall apart isn't easy. I've been having a front row seat lately and let me tell you firsthand that it is no picnic. You want to run but can't. You want to live and you are restrained by chains made of memories and a rapidly eroding love. You want to scream and let people know what you're feeling but you don't want to pull anyone down with you and it makes things really complicated.
simply put....i'm in a bit of a pickle and in way over my head. So here is a mix to show you that I'm holding on to what I find important to my life.....Music.
Oh, and if you are listening to this mix....I love you with everything I've got.

light and love- N