I understand. It's a tough world. Even if you're in one of the better suburbs of Hell you still have to watch the endless tortuous grinding of flesh and bone as we crawl painfully slowly towards a potential utopian future beyond the limits of a planetary economy based on scarcity and blind selfish satisfaction of desire. Don't worry. Consciousness is always one unified entity at root. All suffering is a temporary state in the endless flickering manifestation of the spacetime continuum. Which is your womb. Awake, brothers and sisters...