Oh My God. How long has it been since I first met you? Something like four and a half years. I can’t handle this anymore. I don’t know how you can either. You’ve blocked all forms of communication I can possibly have with you and then you put this mix-cloud thing on the FB page. You want comments about the latest mix? I spend more of my time with the mixes you make than anything and they are present during the events that make my life most outstanding. I can’t figure out if my life brought these mixes or if these mixes bring the things in my life. You didn’t want me to tell you a long time ago what cool things I was experiencing in conjunction with the things you put in the mixes but they all fit into the context of my life with sheer perfection. Every interaction I’ve had with you. The 2012 mix is no different. Even when you raised your hand to your face when I said hi to you at the Y like a year ago … When Jess approached me years ago in the locker room she is the one who came up to me and acted like I was trying to take something from her. I was told her that I couldn’t explain what I was feeling .…and look what honesty got me. It froze me because I was too afraid of hurting her feelings. I think it was like lying in a way because this situation has been so uncomfortable for so long. That’s what lies do. I don’t want to do something wrong in this situation but not saying something will be wrong too. I’m going to a discussion on Art and Urbanism tonight. I wish I could communicate with you enough to engage about something like this. I want this spiritual journey to finish itself up. . . and I’d like for us to be friends, at least. I know that the route and the destination are all one Ralf. Namaste.
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Oh My God. How long has it been since I first met you? Something like four and a half years. I can’t handle this anymore. I don’t know how you can either. You’ve blocked all forms of communication I can possibly have with you and then you put this mix-cloud thing on the FB page. You want comments about the latest mix?
I spend more of my time with the mixes you make than anything and they are present during the events that make my life most outstanding. I can’t figure out if my life brought these mixes or if these mixes bring the things in my life. You didn’t want me to tell you a long time ago what cool things I was experiencing in conjunction with the things you put in the mixes but they all fit into the context of my life with sheer perfection. Every interaction I’ve had with you. The 2012 mix is no different. Even when you raised your hand to your face when I said hi to you at the Y like a year ago …
When Jess approached me years ago in the locker room she is the one who came up to me and acted like I was trying to take something from her. I was told her that I couldn’t explain what I was feeling .…and look what honesty got me. It froze me because I was too afraid of hurting her feelings. I think it was like lying in a way because this situation has been so uncomfortable for so long. That’s what lies do. I don’t want to do something wrong in this situation but not saying something will be wrong too.
I’m going to a discussion on Art and Urbanism tonight. I wish I could communicate with you enough to engage about something like this. I want this spiritual journey to finish itself up. . . and I’d like for us to be friends, at least.
I know that the route and the destination are all one Ralf. Namaste.