A New Chapter

I've made a decision that has altered my life in the worst manner possible! I have to sit in my mess, reflect on my decision and its consequence. In my sadness and misery I sit and play, remembering what once was. How it will never BE THAT again. My soul is depleted, my heart has become cavernous as a result of my own doing. All I have left are the tunes. I'm trying to forgive ME however, I find it difficult. So please enjoy this release of pressure as I find forgiveness within myself. I've been away from you too long!