Having worked very hard I now find myself readjusting how I do what I need to do to get the word out about what I am doing, who it helps, how it helps and trying to polish it up. I will be reviewing everything and coming back after a rebuild of how I do it.
What I have learned along the way is that there are many more loving, caring, people out there than I realized. My aim is to study them, learn from them, and polish my personal presentation to be more positive and inclusive. Unfortunately, I think I got wrapped up in my unresolved, unheard issues and allowed them to make me come across as negative and no one wants to identify with the negative. Lesson learned.
I am not giving up ! I am only going to be using Facebook, Linked in etc to try to build something that costs no money. Bootstrapping can be done but it kills momentum in building a business. I finally reached the end of my ability to keep myself and the business with all it's financial requirements afloat, thus the break