Everything in life requires a process; If you want to be a doctor, you have to go through the process of years of training. If you want be on the other side of town, you have to go through the process of traveling to get there. It's no different with the things you desire from the Kingdom, but we forget that. Often times, people want the blessing without the process. They want ministry without paying the price. But these are things that Jesus gave His life for us to be able to receive, so we must be willing to go through the process so we can attain these things in Christ. God is with you in the process.